I seem to be quite lost for words. Quite unlike me. I’ve sat trying to find the right ones to say to explain what’s happened in the past 10 days. I’ve been in disbelief during the past 10 days that only 4 months after Lexi died, I could be sat hearing a nurse telephoning for an ambulance telling them she was querying if my eldest daughter had sepsis. The world stopped turning again. There I was sat again in an ambulance hoping with ever ounce of me that this would be different. My heart felt crushed and all I could do was hold Annabelle close and repeatedly tell her how much I loved her.